After the week I have had, I really needed to have a reason, a purpose to stay.
I did honestly think that I would not be here after the weekend.
The last few weeks have been really tough. It has been very hard finding reasons to stay around.
Two posts in 2 days, something is not right. So I have had contact with the latest person without me prompting any contact.
The Ex has gone. She left only a few days ago and has taken the cat with her. The house feels empty now. So do I.