So my life so far? Well from last year and my life has gone from decent to yea, you DESERVE nothing. The EX has decided that I am not entitled to ANY of the profit of anything from the house that I have been paying for, for the last 10 years. I hate myself for EVERYTHING, Paying for the house, paying for everything. I want to forfeit my life. My existence, everything that has happened to my personal life so far. I feel that my time on this earth has had no positive worth. I May have had some effect on more than one person but overall I have had nothing of a positive worth to anyone in life. Parents, maybe extreme close friends. Other than a total of perhaps 5 people I have had no real positive effect on ANYONE on this earth and as such have no value. Even those that I have affected have no idea that I exist and as such, have no effect on the way they live.
So how is it going with my life so far?